Wednesday, January 31, 2007
disappointed
today is my saddest day..i thought that i go band will make me happy....who noes dat it make me happy outside but not inside...sad things is abt my sections..i cry to day also becoz of my section..i dun noe y my happy section turns out to be such a sad state now..can anybody tell me y?in class i nid to stand my friend..i thought that going for band will b a happy thing for me..but it make me even more worst during sectional... i am really really very sad...having leature from mrs lim again... attendance is getting from band to worst...band members..can u all turn up for band practice or not n dun let mrs lim shout at us everytime she step in to the band room....2 more days to recordings.. it is really very fast...SYF is also coming..67 more days...no more time to joke around or slack...band..plz help...i am sure all of u wanted to get something proud also...plz..work hard....tml is the start of feburary.. soon..it will reach 9th of april..it is really very fast....plz work very very hard....thank you suhair n farzana for all ur comforting juz now....
i know that i have loved you ... at 5:43 AM
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Tuesday, January 30, 2007
nth much happen today...decribe my feelings for today....
hmmm....happy...but i think tml i will b happier as i am
having bandpractice tml....i really love band...i will
attend all band practices unless i hav my vaild reasons
for not attending band...haha....i hav my muccles ache..
becoz of the mass run...20 sit up n 30 push up....haha..
still quite ok...this morning i almost cant get up..haha..
but tml will b fine..
hmmm....happy...but i think tml i will b happier as i am
having bandpractice tml....i really love band...i will
attend all band practices unless i hav my vaild reasons
for not attending band...haha....i hav my muccles ache..
becoz of the mass run...20 sit up n 30 push up....haha..
still quite ok...this morning i almost cant get up..haha..
but tml will b fine..
i know that i have loved you ... at 5:34 AM
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Monday, January 29, 2007
i am not very happy today....i have a quarrel wif my friend...
i really cant stand the way she treat me...how?wat am i
supposed to do to solve this problem?can anyone tell me how?
today's english common test paper was quite ok....hope to get
gd marks..hahaa...commong test ends at 4.15pm...when i reached
band room..suhair was conducting the warm up..haha..i miss my warm up..
todays band was also quite ok..as my feelings today was not very
gd...nth can bring up my attention...after band..i hav a walk wif suhair to
the book shop n the seven 11...suhair always care abt other ppl first then
himself..he also help me solve quite a number of problems..thank you so
much....this is the first time dat i saw this kind of person..so caring...haha....
not forgetting my drum major farzana...drink more water...today i saw her smile.
it also makes me feels gd....thank you
i really cant stand the way she treat me...how?wat am i
supposed to do to solve this problem?can anyone tell me how?
today's english common test paper was quite ok....hope to get
gd marks..hahaa...commong test ends at 4.15pm...when i reached
band room..suhair was conducting the warm up..haha..i miss my warm up..
todays band was also quite ok..as my feelings today was not very
gd...nth can bring up my attention...after band..i hav a walk wif suhair to
the book shop n the seven 11...suhair always care abt other ppl first then
himself..he also help me solve quite a number of problems..thank you so
much....this is the first time dat i saw this kind of person..so caring...haha....
not forgetting my drum major farzana...drink more water...today i saw her smile.
it also makes me feels gd....thank you
i know that i have loved you ... at 5:50 AM
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Sunday, January 28, 2007
sad.....
i hav received another complain abt french horn....i dunno y they lyk to
complain so much? might as they change their names to complain king
or either complain queen?french horn is working very hard to play their
solo parts..can u all dun say them n think abt urself... band is made up of
10 different type of instrument to form up a family of band..i hope that
other mambers wont criticise anymore sections..i hope that the band members
will also noe that suhair n farzana n all the other sec 4 members are having o
level this yr..plz dun give them any more trouble plz.... SYF is coming...band
cant afford to lose any band member at this time....farzana..suhair...thank you
for all ur guidance....
complain so much? might as they change their names to complain king
or either complain queen?french horn is working very hard to play their
solo parts..can u all dun say them n think abt urself... band is made up of
10 different type of instrument to form up a family of band..i hope that
other mambers wont criticise anymore sections..i hope that the band members
will also noe that suhair n farzana n all the other sec 4 members are having o
level this yr..plz dun give them any more trouble plz.... SYF is coming...band
cant afford to lose any band member at this time....farzana..suhair...thank you
for all ur guidance....
i know that i have loved you ... at 4:45 AM
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Saturday, January 27, 2007
actually today our band is going to yuying sec for band exchange..but it hav cancelled alrdy..so...we are having band in our sch... in the hall...it is rather scary playing in the hall...the sound muz hav echo after we played...but nvm.. i believed dat our band can do it....
i am really very upset after hearing all this... my senior left the file in the band room somewhere...then..he did not ask me y the files are lying around n he stared saying abt me..i really cant stand it..he was buzi caring the percussion instrument n i am buzi fixing back all those lose stands...as if he is buzi n i am not buzi...another thing...they should noe dat i am trying very hard to use my diaphragm to play...but i cant..
then my seniors start to say '' y cant u play louder?our euphonium wif u or without u is the same..'' i am really disappointed wif my seniors after hearing all this...
after band..me,aizat,suhair,alicia,tat hwa, fadli,cleve n mr tan went to singpost to eat... after dat...alicia,suhair,fadli n i went to the national library..it was really fun having my times spent wif the seniors who are graduating this yr.. suhair n alicia..both was having flu..hope they can get well soon..do take gd care n drink lots of water....
i am really very upset after hearing all this... my senior left the file in the band room somewhere...then..he did not ask me y the files are lying around n he stared saying abt me..i really cant stand it..he was buzi caring the percussion instrument n i am buzi fixing back all those lose stands...as if he is buzi n i am not buzi...another thing...they should noe dat i am trying very hard to use my diaphragm to play...but i cant..
then my seniors start to say '' y cant u play louder?our euphonium wif u or without u is the same..'' i am really disappointed wif my seniors after hearing all this...
after band..me,aizat,suhair,alicia,tat hwa, fadli,cleve n mr tan went to singpost to eat... after dat...alicia,suhair,fadli n i went to the national library..it was really fun having my times spent wif the seniors who are graduating this yr.. suhair n alicia..both was having flu..hope they can get well soon..do take gd care n drink lots of water....
i know that i have loved you ... at 4:48 AM
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Friday, January 26, 2007
i get back my results today...quite ok i think.. but i think i can do better then dat...the next time.. so happy...that today hav small mini orientation during band.. i think this batch is really better than my batch..i was so surprise... hope that the juniors can help out during the SYF period...
i hope that no matter wat section the junior go to..they can treat they instrument lyk their wife..husband..galfriend or even boyfriend
during drills....haiz...what can i say...7 more days to drills recording...i hope dat i can do a better one tml.. drum major-farzana..n band major-suhair..plz take gd care of ur health....
i hope that no matter wat section the junior go to..they can treat they instrument lyk their wife..husband..galfriend or even boyfriend
during drills....haiz...what can i say...7 more days to drills recording...i hope dat i can do a better one tml.. drum major-farzana..n band major-suhair..plz take gd care of ur health....
i know that i have loved you ... at 4:07 AM
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Thursday, January 25, 2007
going singpost...
today..i have my maths class...the paper was ok..but i think i hav make some careless mistake on some questions...the i have my literature presentation in the blue room...i am really very angry with what he say to that sections...it is really an insult to that section...i am really very surprised that what my teachers have told us are like just rubbish to some of them..they really treat like nothing....but what i can do?i just hope that band menbers will understand suhair's n farzana's hard work....after school..me,dalphine,anawat,yong wei and angela went to singpost to buy materials for our class notice board..it is also really hard to be an exco members in the class..but never mind..since mrs lim hav choose me to be the secretary of my class..i shall do it well for her to see...i really pity my teacher..in class...she needs to teach us..then in band..she needs to talk to us..i really hope that our band can really get something for our band...even though farzana n suhair are fierce or strict..but i noe they both hav a kind n caring heart towards me n all the band members in the band..farzana..suhair...i luv u...thank you so much....
To faith:
SO much heartfelt words from you. Thanks alot for giving so much support for Suhair and me. i mean members like you still give me hope that our band can make it. I am so glad that atleast u understandhow difficult it is. No matter what, we are here to guide u'll along. So i hope the year ahead will be much better for the band. Let god Bless all the GOOD people in the world. :) Like you.
i know that i have loved you ... at 5:24 AM
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