Wednesday, February 28, 2007

jing yaw hav been teaching me my weakness..but y cant i get it right?why? i really dunno...am i not concentrating hard enough?who can tell me?i wan to learn all this right b4 syf..do u think can i make it?seniors hav given me confidence..but i dunno y...i dunno how...

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Monday, February 26, 2007

band...my section...how?am i letting u all disappointed?i nid the ans...syf is coming..i also dun wish to say all this but i cant...i am lyk loosing all my confidence right now..inspire me plz..help me...i dun wan to make my section diasppointed..i dun wan to let my seniors disappointed..

i know that i have loved you ... at 5:32 AM
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Saturday, February 24, 2007

band exchange wif Dunearn sec....i am stress..who can help me?sometimes..somehow..i will think dat i am a big disappointment towards band n towards my section...i work hard not becoz dat SYF is coming so dat i can get a chance to go S.C.H to perform...i noe dat i muz work hard...coz SYF is coming n i cant always depend on my seniors..sooner or later..they will graduate...wat ever they say..wat ever they do....i will accept it..coz i noe is for my own gd..saying infront of ppl is better then saying behind ppls back..it will b thousand times more hurtful..but nvm...whether can i go for SYF...the final say is wif tat hwa..i dun mind anythink as long as i noe i hav put in my effort....

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Friday, February 23, 2007

MSS day...wear home clothes..our class most boys wear red..haha..surprising..i wear a red dress...coz tiz year theme is 'something red'..band..was ok...seniors came back...sl teach juniors..my junior can learn so fast..all thanks to jing yaw...my weakness is still the long notes n playing loud...hope i can get tiz done before SYF...

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Thursday, February 22, 2007

have my history test today....hard for me for not studying...wat results i can get?tiz few days i am really really very very tired..how? how? who can help me?

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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

today the band hav SYF rehearsal at S.C.H..very exciting..this is my first time going to S.C.H..reach there at 4.30 pm..go in at 5.00 pm ends at 6.15 pm..time flies very fast when we are inside the hall...i sill nid to train my long notes n all my dynamics..hope not to let my seniors disappointed...haiz..sad day also...drop my mouth piece..my whole heart breaks when the mouth piece drop..next time muz b careful when handling things..do 30 pumping for the punishment..tired day for me also....got no time to revise for my history..hope dat can do well tml...

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Monday, February 19, 2007

today staying at hm doing history revision n project..history test n home econ project is making my head big..dunno wat to do for home econ..i also dun really feel lyk doing..haiz...hav a tired day today..

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Sunday, February 18, 2007

wake up at 8 am...after eating my breakfast..haha..is time to visit my relatives..n get ang bao..haha..nth much to write on chinese new yr..haha..i came hm at around 10...manage to play poker cards wif my cousin till 5 am the next moring..haha..

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Saturday, February 17, 2007

today is chinese new yr eve.....hmm....fun nite..receive quite alot of ang baos....haha..afternoon went to Quee's way shopping centre to shop..haha..nth much to say...

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Friday, February 16, 2007

chinese new yr celebration in sch

hav chinese new yr celebration...the concert is ok....i lyk the part on the 'wushi'...it is interesting..haha....sch ends at 11 today...hmm..time also pass by slow today....haiz....5 more days to S.C.H...n 51 more days to SYF....how? how?work hard..practices makes perfact...i believe we can do it...aizat sing chinese song today..very nice...gd job n well done aizat...band members can also sing so well....

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Thursday, February 15, 2007

today is total defence day...school having fire drills...we took 7 minutes to gether at the school basket ball court...the sun was shining...n i nid to stand under the hot sun n do my counting....get back my maths class test results today...17/25..not happy....i wan my maths to get A1 always...then..muz work hard..haha..english letter of complaint...still when on smoothly...but dunno wat kind of results i will get again this time...gd luck..

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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

maths class test..ehhh...hard...i dun think i am able to score well =(.....band today was fun..today is the last practice before the S.C.H rehearsal..can see that my seniors really care abt me..n my section..also be back lyk the last time..a happy n crazy section....dat kind of feelings is really really very happy for me....the laughter they gave me....the teaching they taught me...then..i muz continue to work hard....not letting them disappointed.....

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Tuesday, February 13, 2007

dunno hav anyone read the bulletien dat i hav post ytd..but nvm..at least there is one person who read it....n dat is nazri....this is wat he says:

iho^^

Once again u wanna ThanK You for the Bulletin.. I guess the Band does need a lot of effort and committment..And u all juz need time to realise this kind of things..But don't worry abt this so much.. Juz know the seniors will always be there for u all no matter how bad you all are.. This is wat a senior is all about..Ok, rest well.. And don't think abt this matter too much.. Ok, take care.. Bye!!

Ur Senior,
Nazri say be happy =)

i thank him for reading the bulletin dat i hav post...i dunno whether am i wasting my time doing all this...but its fine wif me as long as it is for band..coz i noe that the band will surely improve one day...

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Monday, February 12, 2007

i receive back my mother tongue common test today....43/50...hmmm...quite satisfied...english remedial..was boring=(.... after dat..i went for band..hmmm....i really nid to train my palying on long notes n slurs....n playing loud....anyway...i still nid to thank my seniors...jing yaw, ley kiat n tat hwa....thank you=)....band..plz work hard...i dun think the band wan to get COP for SYF rite?55 days left...juz one n a half month left....buck up....suhair cried for the band.i hope the personal talk can wake up us....plz change the attitude also...i hope that the teachers will also understand wat suhair n farzana is thinking...wat the both of them are doing is all for the band...plz dun give them anymore stress....plz....i am not saying that i myself is gd..but plz...think for the two of them....

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Friday, February 9, 2007

i saw my junior today...i can say that he is gd....haha..suhair spent 45 mins having a personal talk wif us...wat he say was right..we shouldnt complaint anymore...they are having their o level....we should be more careful when handling the conductor scores n instrument..wat suhair say i dun mind....coz wat he is saying are all true...two yrs later...my batch will hav the same problem again..coz it will b syf peroid again...haiz....its a cycle for every two yrs..hope that this yr we can do well for syf...58 days left....work hard.....

i know that i have loved you ... at 5:40 AM
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Thursday, February 8, 2007

i finally clear all my doubts wif my form cher mrs lim....she indeed help me alot..thank you so much...yup...dats wat she says..its her mouth..i cant controll her..up to her wat she wants to say....by the end of the day..i will make sure..i didnt do the wrong things...so wat she wanta to talk..wat for i care...no one can change her if she nv change herself..

没有朋友能一辈子在一起的..兄弟姐妹也不例外..最关心我们的还是父母..再好的朋友也会吵架,但是一个人的心胸有多宽阔.那就得看他是一个怎样的人...有的人..你不小心惹她一次...她就耿耿于怀..恨你....讨厌你.,..但是我呢怎样呢?..就随她去吧!但是心胸宽阔的人就不同...他们会从错误中学到道理...也分的清谁对谁错..而我也不需要太在意她所说的话...让我忘了这件事...迎接更美好的明天....

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Monday, February 5, 2007

i almost cry today....but nv..i dun wan to cry anymore...i dunno y...i am weird person..whenever i think of something sad..i will cry ...i dun wan suhair n farzana to be sad abt the band...coz i noe they really care abt us....i really dunno wat i am doing....i am lyk in a blur state now...so stress...very stress....no more time to joke ...60 days left to syf..i am really very worried..i wan to help suhair n farzana..but how can i help them?can anyone tell me how?? i dun wan to hav regret after suhair n farzana hav graduated...i want to get the best results....band...plz coroporate

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Saturday, February 3, 2007

finally finish our recording today...now we muz fully concentrate on our choice piece n setpiece...today is the last sat band practice until 3rd of march...more programme coming up next...after band..farzana.suhair. cleve.keng yi.tat hwa n i went to hav lunch together...we spent 2 hours plus chit chatting...it was really really very nice having talk wif the seniors

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Friday, February 2, 2007

drills

drills was fun today even though we nid to stand under the hot sun..
but i think is worth it becoz tml we are having drills taping tml..
hope that it will b a good one....nothing really happen dat much
in class as todays lesson was short..haha...i got a sec one guy to
b my senior..happy n sad..i really dun understand whether does
my senior noe how i feel?i think they dun noe....it is hard for them
to understand but it does not mean dat they can anyhow critize ppl
lyk their junior-me... suhair n farzana..plz take gd care of ur health
....after dat..we went to PP to buy bdae present for jennifer..it
was really fun having my time wif suhair n yi lin...how i wish that
other members can also do dat as well....yi lin is sad abt her mother's
health..here i wish that her mum will recover soon...coz i noe that her
mum also dun want her to b sad abt this...yi lin happy..i am sure her
mother will also b happy...

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Thursday, February 1, 2007

a tired day for me..i almost fall asleep for every lesson..how?
wat i am supposed to do?these few days i am really very
tired...not enough sleep i think....but still ok..managed to
finish my home work....tml i am going to band as it is going
to be a last practice for drills tml..i hope to hav a nice band
practice tml..sometimes i really dunno how to face my senior
..the things they told me..i will make me even sadder to c them
..but i will try to get well back wif my sections...

i know that i have loved you ... at 5:09 AM
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